Finally! Hope is in sight! The father of my son is in Oklahoma for god knows how long. We still don't have our own place to live. Jaxen and me are back with my parents. And I am going crazy! So where is the hope? It's in the fact that we are finally financially stable. It's my healthy, happy, crazy, little boy. I have been trying since Jaxen was born to write every day, but I found that that never happened, and when it did, I often tried to glamorize my life. But let's face it. Down here, my life is far from glamours. It's amazing, but not pretty. That is why, now that I am at my parents with a constant supply of never ending Internet (as long as the wind doesn't blow to hard), I have decided to put all my cards down. To write every day and leave nothing out that might paint a bad picture of me. After all, Every color in the painting is who I am, good or bad, I like myself.
So what is in store for today? Unpacking of course! By unpacking I mean dumping out the trash bags I filled with things and trying to remember if things were clean or dirty. Today is the start of a new blogging life for me, and while this first post isn't more than the mindless ramblings of a half insane woman, it is my hope that future post will have more to offer.
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